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Dear Self Today feels a little harder than most. Life has wrapped itself around my shoulders with a weight I can't quite explain—heavy, unrelenting, and sobering. I am reminded of how far I still have to go. Mentally. Emotionally. Socially. Financially. Spiritually. And somehow, despite all that, I still stand. I still breathe.In this quiet heaviness, I wonder how my loved ones are doing. Are they also ca..
Dark Reality Some tweep tweeted on X that a dark reality is knowing that the most depressed person in a family isn’t the mother. Not the father. But the eldest son.And I believe it.The boy who grew up too quickly. The one who carried burdens too big for his shoulders, who learned early to suppress pain for the sake of peace. He became the buffer—the silent one—watching, absorbing, holding it all in. Not bec..
🥲 This is hard to process. I honestly, can not wrap my head around this coversation right now... Is she for real?? Lmao. Apologize for not indulging a prank? This is not being playful or silly, it's absurd and beyond ridiculous. So basically, it's rude to ask questions before giving? Who are these friends of hers??? 😭🤣🤣... I told her she told me I wasn't worth her time and I was a bad investmen..
마음이 슬퍼요 I didn't think about it so deeply the first few days. But when I finally did, it started to hurt. It's so trivial that it's almost laughable. If I explained it to someone else, they'd probably shrug it off. If someone else told me spending time with me was a waste, it wouldn't faze me. I couldn't care less. But coming from you.... it cuts deep. It stings like a bee. I saw your calls and your voi..
Thoughts 12 "Ehn enn, so I am now a woman, and not your dearest?" she teased.You speak like her, your laugh echoes hers. The same light radiates from you, and your silliness mirrors hers, yet it’s clear now, you are not her, but a forerunner of the one still to come. I, too, have shown glimpses of he who is meant to arrive. But are we destined to be Him or Her? No, we are not.Had we ventured further, we mig..
Thoughts 011 Happy birthday, my dearest, my love who fell from the skies right into my arms.A soul unyielding, resilient, and bright, you inspire with your strength and your quiet light.Through the fiercest storms, you’ve learned to rise, with grace in your step, and fire in your eyes.May life bless you with moments both wild and gentle, the thrill of adventure, and the peace of a dream.May love wrap around ..
On Faith Hmmm, the pastor says "faith is not waiting for God to work but putting God's word to work, putting his word to the test and believing that when he says you will achieve this if you do this will come to pass" I used to be very doubtful growing up. But somewhere along the line, I started to doubt my doubts. Surely, doubting my doubts has helped my move forward, but is that exhibiting faith? ~~ D..
Thoughts 010 For the longest time, I told myself I wouldn't want to be with someone like me, boring, uninteresting, just a shadow of fun. Then I met you, and like an epiphany, the veil lifted.All that I thought I knew turned to misconceptions, for in your reflection, I found I was loving, I was fun, someone worth knowing, and not the cold brat everyone else saw.I can barely recall the reasons I once held aga..