One of those nights

Right now, in this moment, life feels heavy. I'm making dinner whilst listening to a song by The Weeknd—he is such a great artist on God!—and I can't help but feel the weight on my shoulders. I know that the rarest things are never easily accessible. The trophy goes to who endures, who finishes the race.
I have faith in the power that ruleth above me. I will surely achieve all that I set my mind to do.
So this is me, patting myself on the back and you too reading this right now that, life as we know it will get better. You know, one of the funniest things about life is, it can change in an instant, for better or worse. So, keep being the you that grows. It's okay to walk, to rest, just don't give up and stop growing.
To be honest, I am not struggling as much as I used to, life has gotten better. And although I am still far from where I want to be, I am even farther from where I used to be. Trust in the power that you call on. Trust and the effort and time you are spending, it will pay off someday.  
I hope that when I read this again, somewhere in the future, I'd have made so much progress that I'd be able to inspire my younger selves and the future me to never give up the fight. Selah